does the boss thing makes me not a player
Lets just be perfectly honest here, i would advise that you avoid the forums for a while, it's a harsh place for younger audiences. I would suggest you work on your grammar and vocabulary, perhaps put some of your time into other endeavors, and when you feel confident in yourself that you can be on the forums without attracting hatred, feel free to return. But as it stands, your just not going to be able to find a good time on the forums. Not with the way it's been going.