most of the time in blockland when i want to create a server or something else that takes effort, i usually lose motivation quickly because i just feel like i'm doing it for nothing. what am i going to get back for putting a lot of effort into building, creating, hosting and managing a server? idk, it's a dumb thing really because people tell you 'this server's great' or whatever, making it seem like it was worth it, but in my mind it keeps coming back to the fact that the creator of this game is deader then ever with this game. with barely any social interaction, barely any 'thank you' for spending half of my life with this loving game, always putting hope into it and whatever, i never see badspot thank the people who spend literally years hosting a server for this game. this is precisely why ephialtes gave up managing rtb, he was putting in so much work and effort into a game of which the creator barely gives anything back. the steam release was what ticked him off to realise there's no point supporting a game such as this. people put so much effort into this game, and what do they get back? bugs that haven't been fixed for years, features not being added for years and not even trying to keep a fanbase. all this does is just leave you with the thought that doing any of this is completely loving worthless and stupid. stop trying. there's nothing you're going to get out of it.
y'know the amount of times i've typed paragraphs into this loving forum explaining why i'm tired with this game is far too high. forget it. i'm obviously not being heard, nothings changing and i'm not getting anything back from spending my time typing this. so whenever any topic like this comes up i wont even try to explain anything anymore because what's the point of it? it's not like it's going to change anything...