that wasn't nsfw. i literally just googled "cute glaceon" and found it there. i had safe search on too.
it doesn't matter because the context behind the image and your historic obsession with imaginary blue rats leads everyone to believe that you posted it to affirm your obsession even further. You saying 'but it wasn't nsfw!!' and making it the center of your argument rather than the real center (you have a disgusting obsession you force around and are entire insecure about) goes even further to show how determined you are to blindly justify everything in some way
You're literally a child that hates to lose, but you lose so much by default that you have a victim complex and lose on purpose so you can counter reaction and turn that into your success. You literally thrive on insecurity, like so bad. Freud coulda spent his entire life studying you and still have died before completing the abstract
One day you'll grow up and become the pity of your social circle, if one even exists.