i used to smoke just because i was constantly depressed and it was the only thing that made me happy. now, along with alcohol, i only do it for fun with friends. however, i started to cut back a lot because i started to like my high self more than my sober self. not addicted, just becoming more accustomed to. when i'm high, i'm the life of the party, dancing with everyone, making everyone laugh. when i'm not, i'm introverted as forget and just wanna be alone most of the time.