'why do you guys use so many loving drugs? i mean is it like the primary source of happiness for you because you did it once and now you're addicted or something? like you're taking extreme risks on a dangerous and expensive hobby just at a chance to ruin your insides and possibly get charged with a felony.'
once again, this isn't meant to be condescending. it's worded more aggressively in hopes that you'll understand it better than my previous ones
I can't speak for everyone here but there are a few things to note here. For starters most of us probably don't do as much drugs as you're picturing, this is a drug megathread remember so that's what the topic of discussion will always be. You don't have to be addicted to something to want to do it, if you take ecstacy and later on think "wow that was a whole lot of fun I want to do it again" that isn't addiction. Everyone here has a lot more happening in their lives than the drugs we discuss, people have their own values, goals and means of finding happiness that aren't related to drugs at all.
There are many reasons people may do drugs, personally I favor them for fun socially, as well as the mind altering and clarity ridden moments that they open up. They provide a good incite to my mind and I can explore and ponder my brain and answer some internal questions, whilst also enjoying myself greatly.
You get to know more about different drugs when you're around them, people then tend to decide what they are willing to experiment with and what they will seek out for their own motive.