daaaaamn. i tripped real forgetin hard last night. let me tell you about it
my friend came over a couple days ago and dropped us off some acid. the guy just gave me some acid (granted it was my payment for work since he didnt have money at the time) but it was totally unexpected. he just showed up and and suddenly there was acid. he mentioned it was some pretty powerful stuff, and made my roommate promise him no one would take more than two
fast forward to last night. we all drop around 8pm (1tab each). 30 minutes in and i was already feeling that light floaty feeling you get in your joints. it was good. so good it made me have to lay down on the floor so i could properly embrace how fast the trip was coming in. it came in so fast that as i was trying to get up off the floor... i couldnt. id try to push up off the ground but i couldnt. i was paralyzed. i couldnt get up, i couldnt speak, i almost couldnt breath, i couldnt do anything. i started practically seizing. i was shaking, drooling, crawling in place, id stop breathing for long amounts of time and then it'd come back in hard gasps and grunts, and i was 100% concious through the whole thing
and it was forgetin awesome
thats the trippy part about that whole thing. it felt like i should have been completely physically, mentally, and emotionally gone, but mentally i wasn't. i was 100% conscious and aware of what was going on to me and around me. the only way i know how to describe it was that i never stopped being sober, but i was very clearly on acid. or or, it was like experiencing the trip in both 1st and 3rd person at the same time. it was some hard stuff to comprehend. it was freaking my friends out too. they didnt know if i was tripping or actually having medical issues, and since i could only speak in grunts my only form of communication was a thumbs up or thumbs down....... but it was always a thumbs up :))
like literally everything was going haywire except for my conscious. one minute it looked like i was smiling and laughing, and then the next minute i was crying and it looked like i was in immense amounts of pain. and im literally just thinking "wtf is going on anyways lol"
finally after about 3 hours of this i was finally able to get some control over my lower body and was able to sit up. i sat up nice and straight, my spine was perfectly aligned, and then i just felt an overbearing sense of relief and control. after some deep breaths, i slowly gained control over the rest of my body and was able to join everyone else downstairs
those were the best 3 hours id ever had on an acid trip
the rest of the trip wasn't as intense as this. i still couldnt speak completely tho. i remember long periods of time where id respond to people and the situations around me in my mind but in the real world all i could do was look at them. i could squeak out a couple words, but full on sentences where just out of the game for me
