(i hope to god i wont get banned for this post)
Due to recent events i have considered leaving Hellspy's crew over a few issues i have been mad about since he decided to add the new kind of missions there are in his server. one time, i was venting like i do with a lot of things (i mean a loving lot of things) hellspy got mad and de moderatored me, and demoted me all the way to first lt. before that, i was venting about how glass removed the LMG and i get really loving mad when i rant about that. at first i was fine because with the old system i could easily rank up then but i realised that he made it harder to rank up because he added tougher expectations, that since this is a very large community, it is very hard to get coordinated unless you get a bunch of buddies together and practice it a lot. you can't just come up to some guys you dont know and say, lets do this, when it's really hard to do. one example is breaching. loving breaching. he gets with all his bros and shows off to the whole server and says it's our fault for sucking. another thing is "elite missions" or what do you call them. basically, the point of these missions is to make you better. you arent allowed to use shields, which at first i thought was a little hard but i got over it. he also removed this super op gun called the alhetetic but i understand that. what i dont understand is why he removed the loving medpacks. it's like saying TRY TO DO THIS WITHOUT EYES. i feel really uncomfortable without something with which i can heal myself and, added to that the AI deal more damage on that level, it makes it really hard. i feel like quitting going to this sevrer, but this server also reminds me of many nice memories, like when i got promoted to rank 22 and i got moderator. i felt like i was getting baptized by the gods themselves for the glory of hellspy. the euphoria i experienced was byond description. just talking about it makes me feel good. i got to do all these cool things with them like tell people what to do and stuff.ß
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