You know, people can jack off to whatever they want, but this kind of sad-sack 'the world is against me' stuff is exactly why I used to ban furries.
I'm sure OP would cry 'fursecution' if I did that, but he's perfectly happy to paint the entire forum community with an equally broad brush. Yeah, there are a lot of negative reactions in this thread - as there should be. You can't just waltz onto a board, blame everyone for the actions of a few individuals, then expect the red carpet to roll out for you and your snowflake syndrome. And what are these horrible crimes committed against you? A guy joined your server and clicked on you? Some people didn't like your intrusive pokemon love RP? Everyone in the world didn't cater to your mental disorders the same way your court appointed care takers do?
Your mental problems are your problem - not the rest of the world's.