I was referring to those two servers in regards to what Metario was saying about you turning into a completely different person when you have power. You were acting casual but then went absolutely berserk via steam to Viso when you lost your administration (despite not ever really being an asset to any of his servers and being relatively inactive.)
I actually addressed all of this in an apology message to Viso Sunday night. I can only assume he didn't give it to you, or you are going to look over it. But in short, there is a difference in being deadmined for no reason, and being deadmined for a good reason. Basically I looked past my inactivity on his servers, and was just focused on the drama at hand. So, had viso gotten to the ban before me, this would not be directed at me. Regardless, I did have a bit of a backlash in relation to it being for a dumb reason. Well, this initial drama triggered it, but I did apologize for not being very active and such. I'm not gonna pull the "Sorry, I was tired" card or any bullstuff like that. I will just admit that I was not active enough on his servers to deserve.
You never expanded on why you apply for admin everywhere possible.
Believe it or not, I did want to help the servers that I applied for, which I did for the most part. But for some of the CRPGs I applied for, like Master Matthew's or Aoki's, they went down pretty quickly.. I have not applied for a server in a pretty long time, and honestly stopped applying in relation to what you told me long before this drama.
I would take Metario as admin over you any day.
That's uhh, great? Although metario does have a word past than me in relation to exploits and stuff, you hate me, so it's pretty obvious.
i'll be sure to ban dragonoid from my server
I don't quite understand why, but OK.