you are under the curse of cyka blyat. you are doomed to a lifetime of "drop me awp plez", "rash B my friends rash B dont stop plz" and "faking nub blyat why you not defuse". you can only absolve this curse by ranking up a /lot/ or getting a friend. beware...............
one tip to escape the russia if you're in the EU is to play cache, overpass or cobble. russians hang out on dust2 and mirage all day every day