i'm gonna be honest here, that sounds exactly like depression. i understand there is sort of a stigma around taking anti-depressants, but trust me, it works wonders. or rather, they heavily support you, and help you find happiness for yourself. if you aren't already seeing a therapist, go to one. if you don't have the money for multiple visits, you might just need to ask for a prescription and work on bettering yourself alone, or with friends. remember: taking care of and respecting yourself, even if it means doing things that some people would call "lazy" is a perfectly valid way to go about things, and you should really trust your instinct on what to do that makes you happy. there isn't much in this world worth sacrificing your happiness for.
perhaps instead of wallowing in self pity, you acknowledge some of the advice given to you here and actually try something instead of continuously whining (shocker, whining only makes it worse)
this is the exact advice that he does not need
i suppose it was inevitable because of the location he decided to vent to, but this is a destructive and discouraging thing to say to anyone in this situation.
