The reason I act like an idiot is because half the forums calls me an idiot
So, if I called you suicidal, would you suddenly begin expressing suicidal tendencies?
Prove them wrong and don't act like an idiot. You'll get better then. Now that you're on the sixth and final set of ten dollars wasted, you better do it before you have to enter a less forgiving forum. Or a forum that isn't even moderated.