Joshua Moon and Personal Agendas

[CityRPG]

[Bisjac]

my bipolar rage fits

i would like to see that

[Visage]

i would like to see that

When I imagine ladios getting angry I thought of this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kL2dPnqgm00

[Ladios]

And note, I am relatively well-adjusted for being as forgeted up as I am.

You have a drama topic made about you every week over some ragey bullstuff.
If you don't have the control to calm yourself down enough to be pleasant around, and furthermore if you claim to actually want to be ok; I would think it would be in your best interests as well as those of people around here if you did experience some emotions other than what I would expect from a sociopathic serial killer.

I guess that was what Church was made for.

Ok there, an exercise of free will, I am giving you two options, join church or smoke a bowl. Either way, I am rather sure that it's better than how you are currently acting.

i would like to see that

Punching holes in walls, kicking people, threatening Self Delete, throwing sharp objects. It's not a fun experience. Actually it's more related to anxiety than being bipolar since that's a specific thing. But yeah, see I'm more ok though than I used to be.

[masterockets]

But yeah, see I'm more ok though than I used to be.

Was it you who made that "I'm drunk" topic?

[CityRPG]

And note, I am relatively well-adjusted for being as forgeted up as I am.

You have a drama topic made about you every week over some ragey bullstuff.
If you don't have the control to calm yourself down enough to be pleasant around, and furthermore if you claim to actually want to be ok; I would think it would be in your best interests as well as those of people around here if you did experience some emotions other than what I would expect from a sociopathic serial killer.

I guess that was what Church was made for.

Ok there, an exercise of free will, I am giving you two options, join church or smoke a bowl. Either way, I am rather sure that it's better than how you are currently acting.

All of my recent dramas has been over my return, aside from this one, which is 1 year's of interaction and bad blood condensed into a single post. Stocking and I have made up, we talk daily again. She made the post because I legitimately harmed her with the reinvention of the ignore script, purposefully playing on her biggest fear -- to be forgotten.

What you do have to understand is that drama and everything else is different. This place brings out something in me that's kind of hard to bottle. I'm hard to aggravate but when I do get upset nothing else matters besides pissing off the other person. In real life, these occurrences are almost non-existent. I can only think of one time in the last 10 years where I ever went over the edge, and that was basically some kid at my old job pissed me off so I grabbed his arm. He dug his nails into me until I bled but I just kept my grip and stared him dead in the eye until he made some sort of yelping noise like a dog and said "Just back off, man."

Really, all I lack is a coping mechanism for annoyances. I honor my peace of mind over everything else and small noises, especially other people chewing loudly, can capture 100% of my attention for the duration of the exposure. School was murder. Chewing gum is my worst enemy.



Oh, and FYI, I go to the Church of Felarya. It's kind of obscure.

[Visage]

I giggled a bit when you said you're hard to aggravate. I can't count how many times you removed Otis for either not responding the moment you messaged him or not agreeing with you 100% on something stupid like communism. Also you assaulted a child? Not cool bro, not cool.

[IUV]

My mom's friend's daughter always tries to get me high. When I am, I just kind of stare off into space. I don't get philosophical, or loud. I don't laugh at everything. I just kind of watch everyone and stay quiet.

try opioids

my life is worse thn urs

this dosnt support ur argument

All of my recent dramas has been over my return, aside from this one, which is 1 year's of interaction and bad blood condensed into a single post. Stocking and I have made up, we talk daily again; all I lack is a coping mechanism for annoyances.

this is all u had to write

cut all the other stuff out

and u need medication. that'll b ur coping mechanism

or just get opioids

[Planr]

Oh, and FYI, I go to the Church of Felarya. It's kind of obscure.

I thought you were an atheist :U

[Kill All]

try opioids

this dosnt support ur argument

this is all u had to write

cut all the other stuff out

and u need medication. that'll b ur coping mechanism

or just get opioids

And you need to take a HCl bath to reduce your idiocy.

[Stocking]

And you need to take a HCl bath

that sounds like an excellent idea

[IUV]

And you need to take a HCl bath to reduce your idiocy.

i wasn't even talking to you

[Nickelob Ultra]

I thought you were an atheist :U

He might be the kind of guy that wants to try and find happiness in going to church despite being hardcore atheist.

[Stocking]

i wasn't even talking to you

you should still do it, i'll get the hcl ready myself ;3

[SpreadsPlague]

you should still do it, i'll get the hcl ready myself ;3

I KNOW WHERE THIS IS GOING