Pandan I'm so totally and completely disappointed in you. I thought you may have matured a little bit while you were away from the forums but you're back and just as insufferable as ever. I guess that thread you made (then locked) where you asked for people's opinions then spent page after page trying angrily to change them was just a sign of things to come. I just don't think you'll ever be able to function in an online community.
This thread and your unhealthy paranoia are just awkward and disturbing. Seek help!