Cualli pauses. "Do you remember that pilot that deserted?" she begins. "Ark-- er, Captain Orlov?"
"I've... I was pretty close to him. Probably too close-- well, definitely too close." Her voice is quick and shaky, betraying her nervousness. "And... I'm afraid that my... well, my intimate relationship with him is going to put me in... trouble. Or get me thrown into the brig. Or executed."
She chews her lower lip for a moment. Her mouth feels dry. "I'm afraid that because I was so close to him, people are going to think that I helped him desert or that I knew it was coming. And that if someone accuses me of that-- which I can think of two people who very well might-- then they'll end up uncovering my... less professional involvement with him, and--"
Cualli stops, sighs, and rubs her face. "I don't know. I've been a huge wreck ever since he left. Not really eating, not taking care of myself, all of that. I... don't really know what I should do. Or why I'm really here. Like, here talking about this, I mean."
The priest stops picking things up and goes silent for an uncomfortable amount of time.

: ...I know you have just placed a lot of trust in me by admitting what you just did, but the situation surrounding the traitor is a matter of utmost security. I'm sorry, but-
He hesitates, then pulls out a leather-backed holy book from the podium.

: Actually... Internal Affairs would have a more rigorous screening process, but as long as you swear on this book that you are telling the truth when you say you knew nothing of his plans to defect I promise you I will not tell another soul a word of what you tell me here.
"What do you mean? You think they'll still want me around after the war?"
Virvel shrugs

: Iunno. But you said you weren't sure what else to do for the time being. Like, there's a war on, my dude, they're not going to let you retire right now.

: I think he meant he's not sure
now what he's going to do
after the war.

: Pfft, what? Shut up and drink something you bitch, you're not making sense.

: No thanks, I'm good.