Probably not. There are a lot of people who self diagnose themselves with diseases and disabilities to explain why they're faulted, instead of trying to fix the problem or seeing a professional about it.
i am clinically diagnosed for depression and BPD
i have read a lot about it and know a lot about the symptoms.
here's a tip: stop blaming all your faults on your mental disabilities and good things will come
you know, if i have moodswings, like suddenly feeling like crying; or oversaturate emotions; or suffer from black and white relationship grouping, i don't think "wow get a grip me, i really suck". I think "yep these were symptoms of BPD spoken like read from the damn book"
and you cant just stop it either because you only realize it
after