The more I think about it, the "curl up in a ball and cry for half an hour option" sounds really good. Even as I sit here with her in front of me, both of us talking and making jokes and being friends, the pain is still there. The ache that has been in my chest for six days. Tomorrow will be a week. A full week of mystery sadness that has shown no signs of going away.
What is it? What is this heartache that will not stop? I managed to explain a little of it to my roommate, who's going to let me just cry it out for a little bit today. NOTHING has stopped this pain. Only in sleep do I find solace from this ache.
I've been having nightmares more and more often as of late. Last night I was jolted from sleep by something I can't quite remember. My roommate was scared as stuff, he thought I was having a seizure before I woke up.
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