You can criticize the execution of Communism (veering off of the intended path into dictatorship), but if you're gonna say that I support a large government, and you came to that conclusion based off of the textbook definition of Communism, you're objectively wrong. This isn't a debate.
It doesn't matter how communism works ON PAPER when you need humans and a working government body to implement communist policies anyway. I don't care how your textbook definition of Communism works because it will never, ever be implemented in any real working capacity. So you saying "that's not the textbook definition" means absolutely jack stuff when we take a look at real life examples.
I didn't say anything about you supporting a large government, but if you support Communism you're supporting a system that, when implemented, steps on the necks of everyone who isn't in power, which is why I find your use of "If the boot fits, I'll lick it" rather hypocritical. But hey, textbook definitions, amirite