your assumptions may be smart (subjective) but they are just that, assumptions. i'm stating what i truly believe in because i believe that nobody's life really matters. what gives you the say in how thought out my beliefs are? forget you
how can i be selfish when my mindset affects no one but me
again, this is all just assuming. i'm telling you that you are not wrong nor right but it will be dismissed because you just assuming.
assuming, dude. i can't say that you're right or wrong because i don't have an answer.
assuming again, dude. no comment.
You complained when I "dismissed" your stuff so I went and answered
ALL of it just to be nice and for this to be equal. What do I get? Oh,
MORE DISMISSIVENESS. How about I completely loving ignore all your points? After all what good is it to respond to them, when all I get is dismissive half-assed posts and assumptions. forget you Das, if you're going to argue, actually make an attempt instead of pulling this stuff.
if you really wanted to kill yourself you would've done it. you didn't go through with the idea because you didn't want to kill yourself.
your steps may work for you but it has a chance of not working for anybody else.
i don't choose to make life a living hell. i choose to make it into a motherforgetin paradise where i can enjoy it. this will happen soon once i get a job and finish school
you're also assuming that you have to be optimistic to be happy and have a good life
You're wrong.
If I really wanted to kill myself, I would've, and I really loving did. But do you know what happened? People came in and helped me in my time of need, and they helped me out of the forgeted mindset and talked me out of it, stood with me by my side like true friends, and did not leave it. If you were my friend, I'd already be dead due to your mindset you're having with the guy in the OP. You claim you're not selfish, but all you care about is yourself and your own well-being. You keep saying you'll make your life a paradise and all this stuff, while talking down on the guy and the very thought of people not killing themselves, you're in favor of it, while you're not in favor of yourself doing the same thing.
Explain to me how that is not selfish and we'll get back to it, and don't dismiss this with "ASSUMPTIONS!!11!!".
Again, context matters a lot when it comes to problems like suicidal urges. Usually there is something that is happening or that has happened in somebody's life that may be overwhelming them. They may feel cornered or trapped, and it feels like there's no way out. I don't think you know what you're talking about.
Ike here is right about this.
(Please do not take this out of context as attention whoring, I'm using it as a huge example to explain why Ike knows what he is talking about and to help inform and smoothen out the unclear bits as well.)
In my life when I had the giant sperg of depression, I thought my life was really going down the stuffter. By that time, my dad and my step-mom have been together for a little over 2 years, which those years were loving filled with stress, fear, and sadness for me. Near everyday for weeks and months, my parents WOULD loving NOT stop arguing, no matter what I said to them, no matter what I did or attempted, they just would not stop arguing, even calling the cops twice on them didn't help loving jack squat. All of this stress on me turned me into a mental dumpster with no one to talk to or branch out with, so I just kept my emotions bottled inside of me for a long time. My parents even got into physical fights before, my dad has hit my mom many times as well, all of which just fueled the stress and anger in me. Around this time, back in November is when I re-joined BLF in hopes to make new friends and to help "get-out" of my current situation since I had no other website that I loved quite like this one, and it back-fired right up in my face. Near every day, I was targeted and dog-piled in the community for doing things literally everyone else was doing. (albiet, a bit more immature but the actions are not inexcusable.) After a while up into February and March is when I started to get some extreme suicidal thoughts near every day. In mid-march is when I reached my breaking point when I was publicly mocked for my emotions, and thus that entire stuff-show went down. A little after, my few close friends realized what was going on and they jumped in to help me. Friends like Moltenkitten, Shazoo, NightHawk, Akio, Ike too I'm sure, and more. They all helped pull me out of the emotional pit I was in. I no joke had a bottle of bleach in my hand that night, and it would've been empty if these friends and more did not come in and help me. After this and after a few days of calming myself down, I realized what horrible decision Self Delete would have been. It would have put so many of my friends and family into horrible stress and guilt, and I did not want to throw that upon them. Ever since then I've been trying my best to not dread on things in the past and I looked to the brighter side of things to help myself move on, and you know what? It actually worked, and has been working for 8+ months now without fail.
If I did not have anyone make a jump decision to help me, I would have been dead. Just like Hodot making the jump decision to help the guy. All we could know and theorize is that he most definitely wanted to die that night, yet he didn't because someone helped in his time of need, and that was an amazing thing Hodot has done.
I do not know where you got your loving inhuman twisted mindset of yours, but if you keep it up, it will not help you anywhere in life if you just care about nobody but yourself, and I really hope you come to realize it. I know you're a good guy and can be one, but if you want to actually be successful and have a good life, you cannot just put yourself in front of everyone and survive off of other people's downfalls.
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