bullstuff, diop. your philosophy is to keep your online interactions as authentic as possible because they are an extension of your life and can help further your goals. you're a liar. you're disingenuous and i can see it clear as day. your online behavior is a reflection of your real life behavior. everything i've said is applicable; you lie (op). you fake emotions (also op). you're obsessed with your own image (every post) and you also spin around any criticism onto other people (literally the above post)
if you're claiming that you aren't a narcissist then you're bringing in the very definition of a narcissist into question. which i could happily post here (from world health organization)
Unlike individuals with Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD) or Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), individuals with NPD:
Have a grandiose sense of self-importance (e.g., exaggerate achievements and talents, expect to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements)
Believe that they are "special" and unique and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions)
Require excessive admiration and seek to be the center of attention
Have a sense of entitlement, i.e., unreasonable expectations of especially favorable treatment or automatic compliance with their expectations
Show arrogant, haughty behaviors or attitudes
Like individuals with Antisocial or Borderline Personality Disorder, individuals with NPD:
Are interpersonally exploitative, i.e., take advantage of others to achieve their own ends.
Are often envious of others or believe that others are envious of them.
Lack empathy: are unwilling to recognize or identify with the feelings and needs of others. [Exception: Individuals with BPD usually show empathy.]
Show frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment.
Are preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love.
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