You know what? I give up. You guys win. There's no point in arguing. There's no point in trying to justify my actions. The choices that I made are what led up to this whole spit in the first place. So I'm done. The damage has been done. I can't recover from this. I accept my fate. I'm just going to drop this and walk away. I'm not going to continue this anymore. There's no point if its just going to get me more flack. I know when I'm not wanted. I'm stupid, I'm handicapped, and I'm autistic. It was foolish for me to think I oils change my ways. So I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I have done. I realize that my choices have consequences and I'm owning up to them. I know it probably means nothing to you by now, but I'm going to say it anyway. I'm sorry. I don't blame you guys if you guys don't forgive me, but do know that I'm not going to continue this any longer. Any stuff you throw at me I will just ignore. I will try to stop my behavior, but you guys won't care. You're just going to hold this against me because that's just what you do. Even if I do change you people are just going to be breathing down my neck waiting for me to make that one forget up. I'm sorry for my actions, I'm sorry for my attitude, I'm sorry for everything. Take it with a grain of salt, but I'm done trying to defend myself. I'm unarmed. Take your swing.